For the first time in my two terms there I felt like a ‘real’ Mac.Rob girl. I sat and did homework for a WHOLE DAY and I still haven’t finished everything. On Saturday I sat in my 2nd room and with my laptop in my lap I studied about acid rain from 10:00 am until 3:15 pm then 6:18 pm until 8:00 pm. I was extremely proud of myself. But the thing is I still have loads more (math, speak out and science). Every single day I wonder why I go to that school. I have no idea why I even bother trying to be the smartest in class. There are possible future cancer curers and philosophers in my class. I’m the odd one out who wants to be a fashion designer. Anyway, enough rambling about that. Did you know you can get an ear ache from wearing your glasses too much? I laughed at this, I have an ear ache from being too tense and wearing my glasses. It’s terribly strange.
Also for the first time in my LIFE I hated shopping. After my long day of hard work I deicide I needed to get out. So mum and I went to our local shopping center. I needed new pants or jeans and my mum needed expensive wrinkle cream. I went from shop to shop looking for pants. I knew what I needed (skinny, mid or high waisted, flattering cut) but I could not find anything! Size 8 was too long and size 6 is too small on the hip. Also barely any of the shops had size 8. I have no idea why everyone is embracing the big look, I’m size 8, its fairly normal! WHY DOESN’T ANYTHING FIT? URHHHHH! Maybe I should just lose weight and move onto size 6. But not that many shops have size 6. The commercial fashion industry is so WHACK! I was so angry at the sales assistant in Bardot. I held up a pair of jodhpurs and laughed (don’t get me wrong I love jodhpurs) she walked all the way from the back of the store to explain what they are and how they can be worn. My mum rolled her eyes and I said “I know what they are” and gave her a look (the SA not my mum) and walked out of the store. So I left the shopping center with only a packet of ‘bloom’ oil blotting paper and Palmolive shower gel. I was so disappointed. When I came home I got n the scale I was freaking 54.2kgs! I was even more disappointed.
XX Angela
