Oh my… -sigh-

Posted on May 9, 2008 by angelaseesangelablogs

I’m so insecure, I over analyse everything and I also have some serious self-esteem issues. All quotes from people and all completely true. So if you’re reading this1-2-BuckleMyShoe, feel free to grin and rub your ‘mitts’ together. I surprisingly (or not) want to thank you for making me angry and sad enough to write a blog about it.

Stuff has happened over the last 72 hours that made me really sensitive and somewhat not myself. Stuff that made me doubt myself more but look so smug. Don’t ask me what has happened because it is personal and no it’s not something you can guess. (no it’s not PMS, nor is it ‘a teenager thing’)

This is to Marla and Phoebe reading this: I did not hyperventilate (?) today because of the science thing nor was it because of the ‘possible detention’. It was something much deeper. I’m really sorry that I was all crazy, paranoid and not breathing. I hope you won’t ever have to see me that horrible state that I was in today.

To Bianca Elen: happy birthday (again… for the 4th time today). Remember the time we sat outside C2 and just cried for a period? Or the time we were in the sound proof room and we had the whole ‘crazy I mean paranoid, fat I mean heavy, why I mean warum’ thing? -sigh- I miss those days and I look forward to seeing you tomorrow! You were and still are such a great friend.

Xx angela

 

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3 Responses to “Oh my… -sigh-”

  1. Imelda Matt, on May 9th, 2008 at 1:26 pm Said:

    hey Ange,

    I’ve just come from the 4 inch site and noticed (and then was a little to quick to comment, before reading all the comments) the carry-on. I don’t think anyone is rubbling their ‘mitts’ together. Plus Imelda has your back!

    You should be really proud of yourself…you’re putting yourself out there, how many other people your age are doing the same!?!?!

    It’s fine for me to say ‘don’t over analyse’ cos I do the same, but you know-what, sh#t happens and tomorrow’s another day! Don’t forget, you’ve got your folks!

    Now…let’s get back to the fashion…I want to see some fashion!

  2. frangipaniprincess, on May 10th, 2008 at 2:34 am Said:

    I hate it when that happens. Feeling insecure sucks!

    gg xx

  3. Kiddo, on May 12th, 2008 at 11:03 am Said:

    Angela, I’ve come from 4 inch as well and I actually first came to your blog after about your third post on 4 inch. You’ve come a long way baby.

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